tears hit on hardwood

hospitality

2009-08-29T20:47:00.000-07:00

i've been so lazy to update this blog because tumblr seems much better. But I took some time to update the links in this blog previously. I got quite a number of dead links and unlinked profile so I just deleted them anw.

east coast cross country on monday though.
What to do? The school is encouraging everybody to go, and we should attend it, right? If we don't, punishments and running programme will be lined up for us, so what's the point of skipping it.

first

2009-08-24T05:27:00.001-07:00

happy birthday wesley!

designed shirt! adorable right. But I hate the blogger's upload, because they resized the pictures into shit.

2009-08-20T07:32:00.001-07:00

One day, I know you'll become a loser and surrender yourself.

I feel like shoving shit into your nostrils whenever you give me that fucking angelic face. Your irreproachable look disgust me so much. You know who you are.

pretentious

2009-08-15T09:18:00.000-07:00

have been neglecting this blog for many days. Went glenn's house for oral and mahjong. People there are Vanessa, Jephthah, Guanwee, Weikai, Vincent, Damian, Clement, Hacken, Ramdan, Anson, Jan, Ashraf, Yanrong. We watched Final destination, and it's gore like hell.

bye, supper's ready!

turn the tables

2009-08-10T05:41:00.000-07:00

http://feignscene.tumblr.com/

went studying with cliques.

Not even a slight difference.

compelled

2009-08-08T20:31:00.000-07:00

might be moving to tumblr soon, maybe after prelims. I haven't started posting there yet but I hope I will get used to it. Went studying with cliques on friday and saturday. Friday at leisure park coffee bean (omg) and saturday at Christine's house but we moved to library then to bras basah mac. Do not go to the national library unless you're intending to queue there at 9am. Then Christine left after studying and searching for her D&T stuffs.

On friday, guanwee said "So they franchised the school?" and unfortunately everyone burst out laughing. He wanted to franchise a school lololol

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"I told you so," I shook my head..
I closed the door in dejection. But I never regretted.

for a moment, i don't seem to care

2009-08-04T06:15:00.000-07:00

omg someone fell from his chair during english period today! He's senselessly rocking his chair and being so blunt not to realise how heavy he is. This incident have been the cause for my euphoria for the whole day. I was in front of him when he fell and I could literally see him on the floor and everyones' jaw went 5cm below. I understand that I'm mean but you can stop me from laughing right?

"Alright, take out your book and read!" comes out from an ogress' mouth today. So what if you're someone older than us, that doesn't give you rights to order us like dogs. (L)

went long john silver with seri in the evening to study. And we only studied a teeny bit of social studies. Great my nightmare is coming, mathematics..

bye spirits

i'm already gone

2009-08-03T07:38:00.000-07:00

dead meat for english prelims, like totally. I'm trying to convince myself that the marks that I've lost for the exams due to stupid reason is acceptable. Went to finish up f&n stuffs and went to watch harry potter with cliques. The movie is excellent except there was too little magic. I can't wait for deathly hallow!

I bought plenty of blueberry muffins!

I meant to start a war

2009-08-01T05:20:00.000-07:00

I fought to the limit, and stand on the edge

usual study with cliques at Starbucks. Lousy organiser failed because our standard organiser is away. But still, we had fun unquestionably. I realised I've been typing very little for every blog posts. Keeping things to myself is tormenting but it benefits, at least.

wash it away

2009-07-30T23:08:00.000-07:00

it turns my stomach to accept your conceitedness

days of the beggars and the choosers

2009-07-26T08:08:00.000-07:00

legitimate excuses

look at damian lol

hot caramel macchiato keep me warm,

study with clever people makes me feel witless. I don't even understand the fundamentals of all the subjects. For instance, take physics as an example, I don't even know what is acceleration. (but I understand now thanks to them) I just hope I won't fail prelims.

friday study with Jephthah, Vanessa, Vanessy, Damian, Guanwee, Shaun.
saturday with Peisi, Jephthah and Zen.
sunday (super short) with Seri.

apparently, I can't absorb much and I need someone to threaten me.
someone, kill me please. Tsk.
Tsk.
Tsk.
Tsk.

shit kthxbye sleeping this minute.

contrariety and temperament

2009-07-23T02:41:00.000-07:00

when a murderer saw another wandering person, he killed him immediately without realising the glaring eyes of the people around him,

keep trying, loser.

SOS

2009-07-21T09:07:00.000-07:00

irp had started and apparently getting more dull. Especially seeing the old man trying very hard to appear stern but unsuccessful. Seemingly, he had been asking us to shut up relentlessly during lessons. Who in the hell cares about someone who appears so obnoxious and monotonous. He is indubitably hateable, lol mr put-atoms-on-head-and-drink-250ml-of-carrots-and-celery-juice-and-also-never-wash-underwear-with-detergent.

happy birthday divya! and yuting's today, actually because it's 12.20am now.

last laugh, my dear

hemming, hawing

2009-07-15T06:54:00.000-07:00

happy sixteenth birthday to myself! actually, I feel creaky like a hoary man now even though i'm just sixteen years old. This year's birthday wasn't really enjoyable, because the celebration was called off, maybe not even planned. Reason is due to examinations.. but still, I have to thank alot of people..

Thank you very much to Peisi, Vanessy, Vanessa, Tricia, Yuting, Xianyun, Delis, Jephthah, Alson, Guanwee, Vincent, Desmond (16 messages), Boyuan, Dylan, Siewping, Jehvan (korean birthday song), Jinhan, Chongyi, Anis, Buva, Nirva, Shini, Geetha, Vinotha, Mohanaa, Aruna, Vijaya, Candice, Yanyi, Hongying, Evelyn, Angie, Rebecca, Sylvia, Elton, Shaun, Divya, Christine, Esther, Suanling, Shuyi, Liying, Jan, Libing, Elgin, Alex, Keshini, Praseedha, Saritha, Jaspreet, Shermaine, Gellene, Royston, Shahbaz, Sylvia's bf, families and other friends!

(Did I missed out anybody?)

They surprised me with a cake.... a fish cake! With 16 skewers on top! Thank you everyone, for all the wishes! Especially people who showed extra concern rather than being so obtuse.

byebye and thank you everyone!

2009-07-12T08:35:00.000-07:00

Macdonald's cinnamon melts is heavenly. They just have to cut down on the icing and add more cinnamon to make it perfect.

Went aljunied macdonald to study with Seri in the evening. I studied abit, and Seri prepare for tomorrow's chemistry test. We went post office tower to get our stationeries and check out the books. There's a book fair but the books are old. I couldn't find the things I wanted, sadly.

f&n practical tomorrow, to be exact just an simple experiment. Apron, towels, plastic bags, ready? lol, my microwave eggs is horrible. One minutes and it's hard, coagulated, that time was five minutes, it turned out to be a bomb.

I want to sleep early today because tomorrow I can eat my apple pie!

2009-07-10T06:00:00.000-07:00

camwhoring with my new phone in class. 8.1 megapixel is great. No need for digital camera when taking photo now. I want a DSLR soon, hope daddy will buy, maybe a year later. Stupid macbook is postponed after prelims..

It's so clear till you can see a mole on my face!

heard from jephthah that I'll be getting a present which is edible! I'm kind of dejected after hearing that but who cares.

argh mdm kaur is powerful! summarised chapter on WW2 in a period's time! kudos!
Monday is practical! I just tried the microwave eggs, the eggs became a bomb and it is so hard that I have to forcefully cut it! fail~

repulsive flashback

2009-07-07T02:32:00.000-07:00

And it's taking me long but I figured you out, and you're thinking we'll be fine again but not this time around.

Take it as a plea and stop mentioning it infront of me.
I've been hinting you repeatedly that i will not intrude.

tell me why

2009-07-06T08:39:00.000-07:00

sakae with cliques to celebrate Vincent's birthday! before that was mj at elton's house. Pool after the sakae at parklane. I'm bloated like an elephant and rhinoceros. Damian and Alson became pregnant women, while the others imitate how some people walk, and how their whole family walk. Bye for now, downloading songs and sleeping soon. Anw, I got my specs done already!

i wish other had bigger eyes to see

in this big old place

2009-07-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

「未來我得到的還會有很多，但失去的，只有你一個。」
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why does your life revolves around all that?

2009-07-04T08:59:00.000-07:00

went out with Peisi and Jeph. Met up at boonkeng, then went hougang. I thought that would be extremely remoted but my aunty stays adjacent it. I almost got slapped by them. The both of them decided on the cake design (omg) and we left for lunch at the mall. Peisi left for Yanyi's house, and we went to get the cards and boards stuffs. Bought a new pencil case, electric eraser (grins), and some memo pad. I'm very gleeful because I'm been scribbling on papers and using the electric eraser to erase the scribbles.

tomorrow: Wesley's crawling competition, getting specs, outing with some people

bye spirits. Mother tongue oral on tuesday though. I'll just hope nothing happen, and I wouldn't get word blocks. Good luck to my friends, but bad luck to those who deserves to fail.

you seized it from me

2009-07-02T07:27:00.000-07:00

a massive tree with roots that reaches out to every part of the soil

the whole school is being interrogated aggressively by teachers at the front gate, posing questions like "have you just landed?" or "do you have flu, cough, sore throat?"
One of the teacher in the english department even pointed at me and asked if I were ill. (because of my pale complexion) I wonder when this misery would end.

our chemistry class was seperated into two groups, and some extremely unfortunate things happened. I can't believe a chemistry teacher can yak from religions to sugarcane. I cannot believe that a cup of 250ml carrot, celery, or sugarcane juice would last you for the entire day. I can't believe a teacher said we don't even possess the basic three senses in life. Precisely, that's what I've found out for chemistry lessons today. I hate monotonous, arrogant-stained voice that sound like some old engine growling. I can't believe he place a hydrocarbon atom model on his head and balanced in front of the whole class, making him feel like a total joke to me. Alright, I need to change my class if not I'll definitely fail my chemistry, fellow readers.

ice age 3 is ridiculously funny and you should watch it before it ends! The helium part is extremely hilarious, and you'll laughed throughout the whole show. Since it's the third and last chapter, why not?

You probably heard something.. something with spikes, but why don't you try to knock your head and return to your senses?

dejected

2009-06-22T06:31:00.000-07:00

my wretched laptop finally broke down after almost three years. I'm now at my brother's lappy updating this stale blog of mine. But on a good side, I might have a chance to own a Macbook soon!!! We're checking out the prices and stuffs like extended warranty and etc. I wanted Macbook air but daddy say it is extremely fragile. Should be getting within a month's time, and pray that other people in my family will not rattle everything.

I haven't ate one of the brownies that I've bought at orchard with tricia! I'm left with the mocha brownie! great, i'm finishing Wednesday letters soon too.

bye, hiatus for a month without computer access! (unless I borrow from sis-in-law when she's not using) I hope I can update soon! and I feel like playing online games, but sadly no laptop for me! waiting for the recovery disc from the company.

sixteenth, and forgotten

2009-06-16T05:48:00.000-07:00

caught drag me to hell with cliques, celebrated Seri's birthday too. People who went are vanessa, tricia, delis, shermaine, alson, boyuan, seri, siewping, shaun, guanwee, kiansing.

it's great because the thing you don't wish to have in a horror movie are those predicted scene, but too bad, this show has it!! And I love horror movie! I can't believe Boyuan is afraid of horror movie, and Kiansing is so ballless to put his feet up to the seat.

(she has a very nice accent, I like!)

the Lamia enter his body!

okay, bye.

hey ugly, don't fret

2009-06-14T07:37:00.000-07:00

omg darling's album out in august end, her current weight now is 40kg too! don't get jealous, dear friend outside there. Her songs is expected to top the chart for, hmmm, 20 weeks or so? or maybe it'll last even longer. She'd prepared for quite some time, and wasted so much of time because of her illness. Now with nothing bothering her, she can surely amaze all of you with her beauty and vocals! Darling's Acuvue ads here and news of her album.

tomorrow going out for seri's birthday!

you live up to your name... for your underhand means.

2009-06-12T07:39:00.000-07:00

hasn't been blogging daily, stay over at Vanessa's house yesterday, and came back in the morning today. I went there, hoping to see pizza available for me but it turned out that everyone had their dinner already so we couldn't order. 4 rounds of Mj, and I had alternate rounds for 2 and 4th, and won for both!

I'm currently indulging myself in gelazia strawberry milk ice-cream, so..
bye for now, watching tw show now.

seri's birthday celebration on monday,
and I have to finish my coursework!!!!

黑人说郭静现在比张韶涵漂亮，找死吧！

2009-06-10T09:18:00.000-07:00

daddy bought mummy another LV bag, hell!
I can buy 200 pieces of tops, 200 bottoms, 300 accessories, and countless angela's album,
but now it's all on that bag..

I hate it when daddy buys mummy a new bag.
(sulk, and frown)

as cynical demeanour

2009-06-10T05:28:00.000-07:00

felt like changing blog url out of a sudden, inspired by some things. I'll think of a better url before changing, alright. I'm dead tired now, after back from mj. Prata at yassin was sinful and greasy, I hate the feeling of oil particle circulating around your mouth. I bet they used a whole tub of oil to cook that dough. I need to drink lots of water to regulate the fatty acid inside my body now.

any blogshop selling the nose clip where it makes your nose more sharp and straight?
please tell me.

tomorrow going vanessa's house, yeepeeee!
bye for now.

radar

2009-06-07T07:15:00.000-07:00

congratulation to wahsh one thousand episodes! I'll support all of you to the next thousand episodes no matter what. The performances were great, especially my 洪诗!

I went to get the muffins cup for my practical. I'll be getting down to Ikea to get the plates, table mat, etc. It's the eleventh hour, and the cooking is on the next day. I hope it can go on smoothly. Greatttt, the muffins cup are orange polka dots, and I shall kill myself if the children doesn't like it. I think they won't even bear to part with the muffins cup after eating the muffins. I'm making minestrone tomorrow, I think I'll bring it with me for others to share. Alright, and the scotch eggs were fantastic. I made two but one of it got a little burnt. I am stressing that it is very minor only! Lol

bye homosapiens.

it ate her up

2009-06-05T04:27:00.000-07:00

hasn't been updating this stodgy blog of mine. A quarter of my holidays taken up by extra curriculum, another quarter by practical examinations. I merely have two weeks to rest, lol.

had mahjong at elton's house with usual folks. Lol, won exactly two dollars. The second round for the others was interrupted by Elton's dad, then we continued watching 27 Dresses dvd on tv.

I think I have to go buy the practical exams ingredients. Geez, not today, maybe next day. My current status is sleepy. I think I'm always lack of sleep.

bought a book that time, "Wednesday Letters" and it was great.I'm patiently waiting for the epilogue letter. I need to slowly digest the story now, bye. Before that, I need to bathe.

past

2009-05-30T09:48:00.000-07:00

12.48am currently, feeling tired. We're having birthday celebration for my eldest brother outside my house. It's still at the garden but it rained in the evening, we had to move it to the sheltered area. After it stopped, then we decided to move back to the garden.

greattt, many people came just now. The guests just left a few minutes ago. Daddy and brother is clearing the rubbish so I sneaked in for a quick update, and shower.

Nat and sonia's away to their mum's place. I was trying to ask her to stay but they knew their mummy wouldn't allow. Ken, Claire, Maria still came though. Aunty Lisa's brownies are like heavenly! I seriously got no words for them, you sure have to try it! I had 8 brownies in a row, and was quite sick of it. They were watching soccer inside, and ya I'm not very into soccers. I think I had too much food just now, plus a few glasses of red wine, making me feel quite queasy.

damn, I feel like sleeping now. I shall bathe first, bye guys.
I'm getting my new contacts lenses tomorrow. kbye

you're not sorry?

2009-05-29T03:30:00.001-07:00

disposition

chinese intensive had ended, like, finally. I have been drowning in chinese classes all these while, and I seriously need to take a break. I'm thoroughly sick of composition, letters, comprehension. Format, techniques, skills, tips, and all, are now permanently stucked into my brain. I was filling a form at home previously, and guessed what, I wrote my chinese name instead. Big joke, like what the hell.

had sakae sushi with Peisi, Vanessa, Jephthah, Seri, and me. Had lots of fun in the restaurant, playing ZZMM, and as always, being the nicest person in that group, I was spared with only a level 1 dish. Peisi had to eat alot, so does Seri, and Peisi vomitted!

Recalling, Peisi said I ignored her in class. I didn't alright, haha! she ignored me and I became super moody after that. Stupid Peisi.

kbye, i'm outside with nat,son,ken, and many else. Elder brother's birthday tomorrow, great.
we're playing with bubbles just now, which I think is very childish. Claire is very cute, especially her weird accent. Auntie Lisa too! okay then, seeya.

I don't want to be alone

2009-05-27T07:14:00.000-07:00

I'm immersed into pool of chinese characters every single day until I am so sick of it. I swear I'll never ever write a composition/letter or complete a comprehension after the exams. I'm feeling nauseous upon the sight of those essays. I'm submerged with chinese everyday, drenched and soaked. My homework are piling like tower blocks now, but I'm too lazy to complete them.

I just finished my letter, and I know nuts about the topic: Recession.
Let me side track a little, Peisi and I pranked Wencong about Esther liking him.
And guessed what? he believed! (I can become best actor already!)

I shall go sleep now, kbye.

abrupt

2009-05-26T05:40:00.000-07:00

had mother tongue intensive programme. It almost killed me, having six hours of non-stop spamming of chinese. When I have the thought of switching on the air-con when I reached home, then start sleeping, I was reminded by the angel above my head that I've a mountain of chinese assignments to finish up. But the devil will start fighting with the angel, and I'll continue playing with restaurant city while they're fighting. I'm trying my best to do whatever that I can now.

Thinking of the positive side, we're fortunate to have a more relaxed teacher compared to other classes. Thanks for all the treats, miss chan.

bye, shall get done with that loser stack of paper.
i think i'll get bored until I die.

wretched

2009-05-24T03:57:00.000-07:00

went for Royce's first month celebration with my family. I've seen him less than five time since he's borned. Royce is very adorable, and his eyes are huge for goodness sake. Royce and Tricia both does inherit from sister-in-law. I wasn't bored at all, as there's Chuanwah's bestfriend, television. I didn't realised until I saw myself obsessed over golf channel. And, I had the sumptuous buffet lunch, and indulged myself with food. I hate the guest who spilt drinks on my footwear, gah whatever.

prettiest tricia!

okay, bye.

this downtown apartment

2009-05-22T08:29:00.000-07:00

i'm currently doing my chinese letter writing now. I've received a sheaf of papers from my chinese teacher during english lessons and it was disturbing. I shall finish the composition tomorrow and comprehension on monday. I need a memo pad to remind me, in case my memory fall through.

okay, I failed 4 subjects. I admit that I'm dejected but what can I do. I'll just have to face the blast on friday. Parent meeting. (sigh) I don't wish that my parents have the slightest chance of speaking to the principal.

Did I speak about that time when I was going to buy something with my friends? she gave me that obnoxious look, inferring that I'm a bad student. She was being judgmental and assuming that we're bunch of brutes. I have no hard feeling against her, but I hope she can be less discretionary and morally judgmental. I still clearly remembered her degrading and repulsive glare.

went to watch 'Uninvited' with cliques. It's very thrilling! especially with such a pretty lead actress, Emily browning. pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty pretty okay.

i'm listening to jordin sparks' battlefield. great song introduced by gellene!

okay, shall get going.
i need a rest.

audacious

2009-05-19T00:47:00.000-07:00

went sentosa with cliques from all three classes as it was marking day for us. I've been longing to hit the beach after mid year exams. We already had the idea of having picnic at sentosa eons ago, and thus finally set a date for it. Met up at 10am in the morning and went to have breakfast before going to buy the food.

something stucked between Jephthah's teeth, I think.

chicken delight woman trying to shred the chicken for us.

Let's hit the beach for the games!

gee, he's trying to rend through someone's head. Kudos to the photographer, Boyuan. Classical picture deserves applauses!

it beats me what he's doing.

some of us went to play Luge! Tricia dropped her slippers on the way up the skyride!

what am I doing, lol

group photo with everyone.
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prudent

2009-05-17T08:55:00.000-07:00

celebrated Buva's birthday at east coast park, just now. We went to look for her present and went to east coast. I don't wish to elaborate much because I'm very sleepy now. I witnessed something very exciting though.

happy birthday buva! shall bathe, get a drink, brush teeth and sleep.
kbye, (miss swan's smile)

sentosa picnic tomorrow, lots of people. Games, food, greattt. It was planned eons ago but we decided to go on our school's marking day.
(wink)

repulsion

2009-05-15T05:03:00.000-07:00

你在房间像幻灯片你在我眼里蔓延
你在收紧你在闭电无法隔绝

pure geography paper is badly done. I remembered waking up in the middle of the night, gave myself a tight slap for not studying this paper, got really agitated but managed to doze off. I know it is foolish and I don't even know why, maybe I'm dreaming, alright.

fortunately, paper two on human geography is all about common sense. Chuanwah has common senses, unlike stupid people who think they'll fail this paper. I think I will but hopefully I won't.

monday, picnic or movie with a huge bunch of cliques.
had great time in canteen, gossiping about juniors and some exciting people arising from nowhere. I was really astound when I heard some funny stuffs. Spent about 3 hours waiting for our dear biology students.

"You looka like a whore." (in a bitchy accent)
(insert Miss Swan's smile :B)

went Elton's house with humans, played a little of mahjong. Blackjack! and lost.
went nearby and played sperm and eggs, not literally but just a game.
played with delis, vanessa, vanessa, alson, guanwee, desmond, tricia, shermaine, elton, clement, damian. It was very very very very very very very funny when you see people going crazy! shall play with them again someday.

kthx, I want to go find my mummy!

exams are over!

cocky

2009-05-14T05:41:00.000-07:00

fuck, i'll be screwing tomorrow's paper. I seriously got no mood to study. I don't even know where to start. I am not contradicting myself, showing obvious reasons that I've. Bye pure geography paper two, I'll see you in hell.

byethx I go watch tv already,

deceitful

2009-05-13T04:37:00.000-07:00

your forceful yet concealed veils flatters, deluding others to their falsehood and absurdity

I had my pure geography and physics papers today. Foreboding preminition of failing this stupid mid year exams. I need that drive but it's barely obtainable. I had mistakes on the delta and coast question, but I hope the other questions might help. I just want a B4 and I'll be very happy. I know I wouldn't be doing well, and I am frankly speaking.

bye, f&n here I come.

discreet, please

2009-05-12T05:14:00.000-07:00

I have a scant fifteen minutes to rush out this post. I don't consider it solemn, just a humble one. I need to go get something outside, teach my nephew some school work, and visit someone. And probably that permitted not to mug for my two papers tomorrow. Physics, I don't have to yak much, everybody know how well I score everytime. Pure geography is a waste of time. I'll just spend thirty minutes on each one, and that's it for the day.

scanning through the ticking clock, I only have 4 minutes to save the world. (sings)
kthxbye human, swine, boar

just a pass will do for tomorrow's paper! I sound desperate because it's barely possible to pass.

veils

2009-05-11T04:24:00.000-07:00

happy belated mother's day! mummy, happy mother's day! hope you live to 200000000000 years old, and forever staying beside me, and protecting me.

I lost my thumbdrive, and I didn't know about it until yesterday. Fortunately, I saved all the files on my desktop, if not I'll be dead. And screw it, I haven't finish my coursework. I know I'll be dead, so do save me, god. I hope I have invisibility so I can escape from mrs wee, but I know it's futile.

I just watched the mother's day celebration on blackie show and it's touching to the max. I cried like almost all of them, and I really wished all of them happy mother's day!

byebye, I shall go have my dinner with my family.

phrases

2009-05-08T08:45:00.000-07:00

i seriously hate lips allergy, now my lips looked like sausages. It is itchy and there's this burning tingle, which is extremely irksome. I feel like biting off my lips (exaggerating), but I know it won't happen. Lip balm helps but not permanently. Gah, bear with this for a few more days..

mahjong at siewping's house today.

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I really miss you.

grra, rants.

2009-05-06T01:39:00.000-07:00

you're just a typical old hagfish. you looked plainly disgusting with their weird hairstyle like a vanilla cone ice cream, transfuse with black crow feathers. You walked as if you're a deformed child, hobbling all over the place, and pretending that you're little sweet girl next door. Too bad you're not, and you're borned with an odd and queer voice, like that of a faulty microphone. you're just a uncouth woman with weird way of speaking, got that spooky aura whenever you go. You looked exactly like the person who clear my house's garbage everyday, looking so haggard and scrawny with eyes that are barely perceivable. I think you should go for a plastic surgery and try asking Xiaxue for some tips on how to look prettier kthxbye

E.maths paper is goner.
Social studies is worst off.

I guessed it's breaking you down

2009-05-05T00:38:00.000-07:00

I'm ready to flunk, flush, mash, crush, screw, blow, burst, explode, crumble, trample..
my mid-year exams! I already put my seatbelts on, because I'm ready! :B

ughughguhgughughgughguhghgughguughgughhhhurghrugh
why am I so stupid, my restaurant city is screw. I have been on RC for almost 2 weeks, and my level is 7 only, while others can go level 7 in minutes. ugh, I'm feeling topnotch stupid. my stupidity is high quality and concentrated. (someone save me, I'm going bonkers)

english paper, screw.
chinese paper, screw.

tomorrow, my worst nemesis, Mathematics.
Friday, worst nemesis again, Mathematics.
should I search for a high building as my landing site?
I need a clever pill, definitely.

oh f, i want to bathe.

sheer escape

2009-05-02T01:12:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday Maisie!

I want to recover soon. I want to be like what I am last time. I hate headache, cough, sore throat, and those pain. I need to recover.

But it still don't kill the pain

2009-04-30T05:03:00.000-07:00

It was two weeks after the day she turned eighteen
All dressed in
white
Going to the church that night
She had his box of letters in the
passenger seat
Sixpence in a shoe,
something barrowed, something
blue
And when the church doors opened up wide
She put her veil
down
Trying to hide the tears
Oh she just couldn't believe it
She heard
trumpets from the military band
And the flowers that I never had
Baby
why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting on forever, now
I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking from a
distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not coming
home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a dream
The
preacher man said let us bow our heads and pray
Lord please lift his
soul,
and heal this hurt
Then the congregation all stood up and
sang
the saddest song that she ever heard
Then they handed her a folded up
flag
And she held on to all she had left of him
Oh, and what could have
been
And then the guards rang one last shot
And it felt like a bullet in
her heart
Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting
on forever, now I'll never know
I can't even breathe
It's like I'm looking
from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying, he's not
coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a
dream
Oh,Baby why'd you leave me
Why'd you have to go?
I was counting
on forever, now I'll never know
Oh, now I'll never know
It's like I'm
looking from a distance
Standing in the background
Everybody's saying,
he's not coming home now
This can't be happening to me
This is just a
dream

my internet connection went for a 2 days holiday, leaving me with no internet connections. Pffft, I'm aching all over my body, chills, and nausea. I almost thought I had swine flu when I saw the symptoms of swine flu. Went to see a doctor, and he said my temperature was very high. I hate skipping school but my health isn't cooperating with me too.

Mid year exams is next week and I'm not feeling anything.
greattt, mum's nagging me to revise, but what am i doing?
eating, sleeping, playing.

I didn't know when someone did something wrong, it gives you the privilege to be cocky.
Your overweening face depicts how horrible you are.
You deserve conviction, my dear.

Cold talk

2009-04-26T08:16:00.001-07:00

pictures not in order, too lazy to sort them out.

YOU'RE OLDER THAN ME NOW, BITCH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTMIN!

"Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.."

THIS IS WHAT YOU DID TO ME 2 YEARS AGO ON 15TH JULY, I FINALLY TOOK MY REVENGE!

bleak night chase, but i couldn't catch up with you

2009-04-26T07:14:00.000-07:00

I'm always getting nightmares. Depicting a chilly, dark night, where I would chase after you, but no matter how hard I tried to run, my speed is equivalent to a child. I couldn't catch up with you, and after awhile I could not see you at all. On the verge of breaking down, I still tried to, but it's futile..

I hate nightmares.
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Royce is borned yesterday! Congratulations to second brother charles and sis-in-law.
Visited him today at the hospital, and was glad to see him. Royce is extremely cute too!

it comes knocking at your door

2009-04-22T05:44:00.000-07:00

Happy Earth Day

had Earth day celebration in the morning at the hall. Our school had our very own earth hour for the first two periods of the day, and coincidentally, it's the lesson we treasured the most - English. Jehvan brought the CD player down, and guessed what, they started playing the radio and blasting the music so loud, plus Daryl trying to imitate the singer! (which is hilarious and humorous) Gee,I had a hard time recovering from that weird laughter.

shan't speak much for those tiresome lessons, like teachers speaking to the walls and not to students.
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cold war

it break you apart,

2009-04-21T05:13:00.000-07:00

I didn't attend school today. I wasn't feeling alright at all.

anw, christmin's chalet next week. Looking forward to spray confetti on her, like what she did to me two years ago, which made me look like a ghastly witch.

bye human.

I was rather foolish,

2009-04-17T04:09:00.000-07:00

the recycling project is burning away my saturday morning. I thought waking up late would be a nice idea, but now it turned into dust.
come on, look at the brighter side, I can eat hotcakes at macdonalds. I think we're having breakfast at macdonalds, wuuuuu then I can have my hotcakes with sausage plus sausage and lots of butter and maple syrup, milo and piping hot hashbrown, with the accompany of the mighty Sun shining at me! (drooling)

overseas international students joined us today for the exchange programme. Katharrina Holck, Harald Magnussen, Raunak Sainani, and Saffron Ng.
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resume

2009-04-14T02:46:00.000-07:00

I just realised my class is always ready to raise the roof with their uproaring volume. Although it may be a similar state in other classes, I am certain that we can crown the top. I got quite irritated by the noise, especially with the addition of our dear friend. (you all should know who!) Next time he irk us, I shall start calling SPCA hotline at 62875355 and ask them to castrate him if possible. (I'm sorry but I couldn't bear it)

went Tpy with delis, alson and seri, went popular to buy some stuffs. I had caramel milk tea at Koi, and I feel like having hot caramel macchiato! I don't know why but I feel like having something warm. (yawn) The reason I'm yawning is because I'm bored. I'm too lazy to do up my decision making for coursework. (yawn again)

I want to bathe, and have my early dinner because you won't get fat.
bye humans.

2009-04-13T07:07:00.000-07:00

currently caught up with the lazy bug.
I was pretty messed up during these few days, sorting out feeling and being clumsy for everything I've done. I've this fad about discriminating people's blog and stuff like that, okay, I don't know how it got caught up with me. Fellow lower secondary student's blog are so twitty and I can't seem to unravel their weird annotation.

I'm brightened by someone today! Alson and I were like exiting the hall while we saw Mdm Chua, then she said "Chuanwah, I want to talk to you." before she continued her conversation with Alson. I was surprised but I still waited for her. While we're walking, she said she want to give me a surprise. Followed her back to her office, and she handed me a kinderjoy! It's sort of my first few gifts from teachers, and I'm overjoyed! Thanky Mdm Chua!

House meeting was boring. Kiansing sounded like a 3 year old kid in his speech, and I bet Miss Tan would be at the back staring maliciously at him. (for his grammar, tenses, and singlish)
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觉得我们就要发生些什么
总在回家时候不知所措
想静静看着你的笑容
让你藏在怀中
直到我每天的尽头

因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
因为有一个梦而执着
因为等一个人而折磨
因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容
因为有一个梦而放纵
因为等一个人而漂泊

像风的自由你的深情难留
你的背影是我最美丽的所有

对不起

counterfeit

2009-04-07T04:16:00.000-07:00

went Kbox with Vanessa lee, Guanwee, and Clement on sunday. I sang alot of songs but only the first verse. Didn't sleep well for the chalet though. I'm lazy to upload the pictures because some of them are not up yet. I shall upload them as soon as they arrive.

I'm playing guess the sketch, which is darn addictive.
bye bookfaces.

grasped, clutched, and slipped.

2009-04-02T04:42:00.000-07:00

I almost threw up this morning. I loathe running early in the morning. I got annoyed when I perspires like some water tap. grah, tiresome.

typical lessons, same old issues, signature faces.

stayed back for f&n coursework but I still didn't finished it. Ironic, but really got no mood for it. I settled the dishes already, and I hope it'll turn out edible in the trial practical.

bye, I want to go bathe, then watch tv!

antagonistic

2009-04-01T05:55:00.000-07:00

today's a typical day in school.

few things I summarised before I go watch tv (as I'm lazy to elaborate)

felt stupid during mathematic classes
excited for chalet!
annoyed by sabotage siblings (it runs in the blood, yell!)
deceived by the person sitting beside me during chinese lessons! (smirk)
Miss Chan play pet society!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Vincent kissed in public with his gf? (as told by Alex)
english project is worthless, ultimate waste of time.

bye human, off to watch tv!

2009-03-31T05:56:00.000-07:00

28th March 2008

went out with Peisi, Delis, Evelyn, Jephthah and Vanny to watch movie and Aston's.
caught Confessions of a shopaholic, and let me tell you, it's excellent! I enjoyed the movie throughout! we cackled throughout because it was so hilarious. I am not exaggerating, alright.

had Aston's after that. Waited for eons before having a seat, as the people inside are leisurely having their meal. Alright, had hickery BBQ chicken and it was great!

shan't speak about what happened later, a group photo for now..

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A teacher knocked my head today! She did it continuously and I was just resting my head on my arms. Actually, at that moment, I feel like using a bunsen burner and set her face aflame but hopefully I didn't.

bye.

we stared for a few seconds,

2009-03-25T05:46:00.000-07:00

I hate it when my that feeling bothers me. I demand the untainted outlook that I've always wanted. I'm always failing myself, and I always tell myself that I need refinement in everything I do. Unblemished and stainless, yet unattainable.

school is repeating itself over and over again, everyday.
nothing extraordinary, just a few things I kept to myself.

going on saturday! movies, and aston's!
bye spirits.

ferocious

2009-03-24T06:18:00.000-07:00

the sight of you repel me, not just me, but thousand others. I still can't change my prejudice against you. Please do not have blazing thoughts hidden inside you, because the person I'm referring to is not you. I'm having difficulties mentioning the name but don't get the wrong point. I don't know why the sudden churning, and random upheaval inside me is rampaging about, but seriously, go find a cheap plastic surgery and get done with your face. I'm not saying my face is perfect, but it's definitely better than yours. Still pondering who's that person? I suggest you go buy a mirror (in case your house doesn't have), and take a good look. It might just be you! (smirk)

(take the deepest breathe..)

okay, I didn't attend school today because I was very sick. I was down with flu, and ultimately you'll feel like chopping off those holes who leaked unfaltering mucus waterfall! I'm feeling much better now, so I hope I can recover by tomorrow. I hate getting sick! okay, I must go finish my research for F&N! byebye humans.

infatuated

2009-03-22T07:50:00.000-07:00

I was fuming hot just now at the fairs at Singapore Expo, with humans who do possess certain smarts. I went to the Robinson fair, grabbed the things I wanted and head to the express counter. I would like to highlight the bold letter "Express Counter (8 items and below)", and some horrible half-wit human don't even get the point of express counter. They just queued blindly and didn't care a hoot about what they're queuing for. The queue was unquestionably long and imagine you see that in a express counter, your vessels would just burst immediately. I get enraged and started ranting at them. Before judging my intelligence, think again, what if a whole lot of them did that to you, will you start bellowing like me? dim-witted clowns.

school starting tomorrow, it's dreadful and sleepy. I'm still on my holiday mood but everyone is getting stressed up! I'll just try to turn on a little bit of the volume then. well, I shall sleep soon if not the eye-roller thing might not be effective. turning in soon, bye thanks humans, spirits, and earthlings.

you won't love me, because it's only one-sided.

you're standing in my aura

2009-03-21T22:28:00.000-07:00

I'm upset because the friggin' holidays are coming to an end. I went HJ today, and waited quite long because Livia's busy. I didn't make appointment so I had to wait. Went back home because mummy's cooking, and had lunch at home.

had mahjong at siewping's house, and miraculously I won $12, partly thanks to auntie who helped me play for many rounds.

I'm going to expo food fair now!
byebye, sorry for such a short post.

You don't mean what you say.

enkindle the revulsion

2009-03-18T07:54:00.000-07:00

went cycling at east coast park with cliques today, and it was great! we're just jesting around, and enjoying ourselves before the frightening thing arrives. Everyone cycled except for Christine who insisted on rollerblading.

after cycling, we went to have steamboat at bugis. I ate insignificant amount, and I'm still hungry. I bought apples strudel before I return home. wuuu, I'll be back again for it, it's just so addictive. I'm just trying to summarise everything as quickly as possible so that I can enter my slumberland.

here I go,
bye k, see ya tomorrow.
I want to see you inside my dream.

why did I chase after you when I realised you're gone.

2009-03-16T21:18:00.000-07:00

She shouldn't be eliminated at all. Click here for her performances. I'm like fuming hot when I witnessed that. It get so irritating when you see others doing worser than her, and happily got in. Her state of voice wasn't superior but her performance should be commendable. I flared up immediately when I saw that dimunitive got the highest.

I chased and chased, seeking for you, but you're gone.

materialistic, ain't it?

2009-03-14T07:31:00.000-07:00

I spend my whole day, facebooking, neopetting, and sleeping. I didn't step a single step out of my apartment, and even my lunch was prepared by my mummy. I'm sluggish thanks to how early I slept yesterday. I was lethargic throughout, after returning from mahjong at Sp's house. I still want to buy the eye-roller thing that mummy recommended, as the previous time we saw it when we're shopping. For the sake of that, I shall wake up early and scout for it.

I just realised I've been on pet society today for quite some time. I didn't know when I start hooking on to these applications, but nevermind, it'll keep my entertained for awhile.

I shall go get a shirt or two, maybe on monday when I'll be out. I'm also starting to bear intense crave for chewy junior's vanilla junior, it's very nice! I'll get agitated when I talk about food, so ya, let's cut the topic.

it gets frustrating whenever my hair gets long.

bye, going for a bath now,

which, as they kissed, consume

2009-03-11T05:05:00.000-07:00

I can't take another look at my results because it was horrible. I'm starting to feel that I'm very stupid. I disgustingly failed my english badly. I wouldn't want to utter anymore, because it's over anyway, just blame it on myself.

I'm very clumsy these few days - having alot of grazes on my arm and fingers, and also sleeping with my contact lenses. Did I accidentally consume a clumsy pill? lol

having steamboat on monday with cliques, and Shaun challenging me to a prawn eating competition. Shaun, you'll lose for sure. (evil laughters)

I. want. a new. bag. but. I. don't. know. what. to. buy.

没有如果

All the lipstick and the dirt

2009-03-07T08:55:00.000-08:00

E乐大赏 was alright, but it would have been better with someone else. If she's here, the whole floating platform, Esplanade, Marina Square, and all the way till Bugis - will be packed with all her fans.

had steamboat, with Peisi, Delis, Alson, and Jephthah.
took a taxi home, because there's no more bus.
ya, whatever.

I'm quite tired, sleepy, so I guessed I'll be sleeping soon.
just a short update.

k thanks, bye.
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I pity the fools who believe in you.

2009-03-04T02:36:00.000-08:00

I can foretell that I'll fail my physic paper, because I really didn't study last night. I wouldn't be surprised if our dear professor starts irking me with his physique-stained voice. It galls me when I hear his voice. Well, who doesn't treat his great theory like a torment?

science club was cancelled without notice, and it made me wait for nothing.
even ___ thinks he's very stupid. great mind thinks alike, right.

My mummy cook luscious food! I just had my dinner and I feel like sleeping.
I feel like sleeping, like, seriously.
(sleepy face)

show some remorse for me, and for what you do.

2009-03-03T01:10:00.000-08:00

Heard it on the wire
You've been telling me lies
Heard in a sparrow's song
Every thing it said was wrong
Found it on your shirts
All the lipstick and the dirt
Your late nights on the town
Like red wine makes me down
I don't need no explanation
I don't need the truth
Show some remorse for me
And for what you do
Save it for your prayer
There's no need to hurry
Save it for your prayer, boy
I've learned not to worry, yeah
Save it for your prayer I,
I'm not gonna care no
I'm not gonna be there for you
Read it in a letter
That you've hurt me so
Never thought I'd leave you but
Now I guess I don't know, oh I thought
You'd love me and I
I thought we'd last
But now I realize
It was all in the past.

I wouldn't make a fuss out of it.
it is a detriment to me so I'd just keep it within me.

I want to buy the cow watch from Swatch, maybe when I'm more free.
I just had macdonald's and I'm very bloated.
Wuuuuuuuuuu, steamboat with cliques soon.

I want to watch movie with Peisi they all, maybe after exams.
lol

ya, bye.
this weather is best for hibernation.. (insert sleepy face)

entwined.

2009-02-28T03:33:00.000-08:00

went National university S'pore for geography challenge 2009, and it turned out stupid. Mr Ng sent us there, and on the way the receptionist called and said that if we don't arrive in 15 mins, we'll be voided! partly because of Boyuan, who is still sleeping at the eleventh hour.

I. seriously. don't. know. how. to. do. any. of. the. question.

same goes for Gellene, Seri, Alson and Kangzhi. look at my face, I'm neither scientist nor some geeky geographer, so I just try my luck in it. Chuanwah's not stupid, I know the longshore drift, headlands and bays, and also the tropical monsoon thing. That Myrdal's Theory of Attitudes, how the hell do I know ? North Atlantic Treaty Organization? I think my gramps know. Granny maybe. Warsaw Pact? sound more towards history right.

okay, we went Plaza singapura because Seri wants to buy her stuffs. Then went Starbucks, had caramel frappe (shouts omg!) and my classic cinnamon rolls. Wuuuuuuuu, yum.

went home after that.

going out tomorrow! secret k.
bye spirits and human.
(show my signature handsign)

regretting that blunder

2009-02-25T07:54:00.000-08:00

上一封简讯是星期几
对不起真的不是故意

good grace, I'm pretty certain that I'll fail my pure geography paper. I wouldn't blame myself for not doing well, because I studied but the question was altered. He, himself admitted that he had altered the paper, so for that, I mock him. Everyone can sense he's boiling with rage but he still force himself to cool down. At least I've tried my best, and even if I fail, I won't even bother!

nothing much. I badly want an A1 for my chinese test! I can't afford to lose any single mark leh.
had IRP, and it is boring to the max.

went Sylvia's house for mahjong. I won alot, and I am happy! I want more mahjong~
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这些事情其实我一直都藏在心裡

inert affection

2009-02-24T06:46:00.000-08:00

today's pretty simple. I had a tinge of moodswing in the morning. The feeling of being flawless once again corrupted my sanity. I don't why I have this kind of peculiar distortion since I was young. I didn't expose much about this issues to anyone, hoping that it'll fade thereafter, but it doesn't seem effective.

go through the papers, and I got 22/30! solemnly hoping that my A1 will be back soon. I hate the examination period sitting arrangement anyway.

Pure geography sucks. Whenever I see him, it always bother me with the same old thing, 'Is he capable of teaching?' Don't come telling me your way of teaching differs from other teacher, because we're not preschoolers or some innocent pure lad. I need to chill~

There's test tomorrow, and guess what. I left my file in school. I left my file in school! The only thing I have, textbook! (a whole chunk of words and you expect me to dissolve them?)

I need a kitkat because I need a break. I hate waking up so early, and in the end, I look like a zombie in school. I must sleep early so I can at least look better and be more focus during lessons.

and wait! I got detention by who? Miss Tan.

eeye, I'm infatuated by philippines accent and brits accent. It's extremely cool if you can master brits accent!
haha, I shall sleep soon.
k bye, heartbreakers.

god will punish you. someone has to.

2009-02-23T01:33:00.000-08:00

I was irritated during Pure geography because his contradictions are severely absurd. He'll be like "class, it's pretty demoralizing when you don't response to me in lessons!", then the next minute he'd be "It's very difficult to continue when you're always talking.." It sures antagonize the whole situation and stuff like that. The variance is awfully visible, so don't tell me you're blind.

Chinese lessons were, I don't know.
Food and nutrition will be at lab four from now on. The computers' weird.
Physic is dreadful. Omg, I seem to be saying the same thing over and over again.
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I don't want to, because I already know the outcome.

I will never be your stepping stone.

2009-02-19T04:34:00.000-08:00

19th/
I didn't really studied much for food and nutrition, just studied the day before, and laughing at my feckless attempts to write notes. The feeling's stupid when you know it's unavailing.

woke up at 5am because a prostitute asked me to! she said she's mugging okay, unlike Chuanwah, sleeping like a log. She's a hardworking prostitute, so don't underestimate her.

went to school, and started grasping all the knowledge, and stuffing them into my leftover brain spaces. I'm competing with the clock to seize all the stupid information!

P.E is great, because..
we don't even have to step out of class, and sweat like a dog!
Mr Zuhri shared his life experiences which is very enlightening.

English is so hilarious, because my oral presentation is filled with singlish!
She is known for her sensitivity to singlish, and she's also laughing at me at the back of the class.
I'm still finding it stupid when I replied that I'd die if I'm left alone in a secluded island.

E.maths is so stressful with the multiplication of matrices.

I got the strong urge to record down Mdm Kaur's new pet phrase-" aye keep your notes!" She's like repeating this sentence for 27936247597823 times whenever we have test. Poor Mdm Kaur..
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And it's killing me to be so far away,
you understand what I meant, aren't it.

scornful prejudice

2009-02-17T06:21:00.000-08:00

16th/
went Aston's at cathay, with Peisi, Evelyn, Yanny, Hongying, Jephthah. Had grilled fish with herbs, and it was alright. Muthu curry was cancelled out of a sudden because of I-don't-know-what-reason. It's kind of infuriating when people call of the outing at the eleventh hour.

17th/
nothing special except for the sitting arrangement conflicts. Let's be frank, I dislike that despicable person. I seriously need a chill pill.

had kfc, and went home. Slept till evening, then went for Adrian's birthday celebration! Happy birthday Adrian nephew! Tricia niece is ill, and I'm feeling miserable for her. get well soon aya.
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so many test coming up! good grace, I must try my best!

you should know.

convocation

2009-02-15T06:23:00.000-08:00

went to study with delis, vanny, alson, damian and jephthah at macdonald's.
doddle aimlessly at blank spaces, and hoping that something gets in my dense brain.
saw Yuting and Liting there too, and I thought she didn't see me but she did!

spend donkey's years at Siewping house on mahjong even though CNY is over.
thanks Delis for helping me win back lots of money after losing to them!
thank you! in the end, I didn't lose much at all!
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don't get too contented.
you might suffer an asthma attack, or even a stroke.

我不是你想像的那么勇敢

2009-02-14T06:29:00.000-08:00

I'm sleepy.

I want to spend this day with you, but it's impossible.

secluded, lost, and confused.

2009-02-13T07:21:00.000-08:00

happy valentine's day to everybody!
thanks for all the gifts, and all the wishes that everybody gave!

had assembly in the hall due to some skits. We're all flabbergasted when we spotted Mr Tan on stage with his smart japanese suit! oh, and farewell to Mrs Patsy Ong.

elementary mathematics for two periods, then had chemistry which I don't even understand a single thing about.
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I feel disgusted to witness an uncouth brute, a tragedy, and God's inefficiency.

went out with Yanyi after school to buy her presents. Suppose to go play blackjack but then I overslept. I feel extremely guilty, but ya, lol.

wuuuu, the nose pack is great! I don't know why nowadays, I demand my nose to be flawless. I know it's peculiar but I ponder on going for surgery, nose job and nose-related stuffs.

I want to go out tomorrow.
Study, or shopping?
shopping better.

bye, bye, bye.

I need you.

2009-02-11T04:45:00.000-08:00

did nothing except for discussing the newspaper article during chinese lessons. Peisi found out about my weakness, which is a secret. In exchange, I also had her secret! Peisi is a prostitute leh, and she loves XX. I don't even look like the guy inside the newspaper luh.

haha, E.Maths always occupies me with work so I got no time to chat. I'm still dejected because of my calculator!

IRP is great because Miss Chan is busy. Tanny quek is so hilarious because she'll act cute and call you sayang. She's very weird but is definitely not fierce-like-miss-chan.
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痛　卻又哽住呼吸

sharp drive of deprivation

2009-02-10T01:13:00.000-08:00

What is the point of stealing my calculator when it just cost $20?
I have lost 5 calculators in a year's time! Cursed your asshole to tear and your limbs to rot.
Go straight to hell, my dear stealers.

I don't know what else to say.
tedious lessons, incomplete assignments.
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even if I can't see you next time, will I still have a chance?

wretched.

2009-02-06T07:29:00.000-08:00

RIDHWAN GAVE MAISIE HIS NUMBER LEH!

lol, I was talking to her and she was jumping for joy, just because Ridhwan is online.
Maisie claimed that she is his best supporter ley.

I just came back from Yk's house. Mahjong, lost $4. I need some chill pills. I just recalled that I played facebook mahjong till 2 plus, that's why I lost! nevermind. I think I should just quit cyber mahjong.

I'm currently eating bitter peaches. Mummy say it's very sweet but it is so bitter. I had a cup of warm milk because the bitterness lingers for so long. I feel like eating popiah out of nowhere, just a random urge.

I'm going shopping tomorrow! I want buy tees.

Jephthah is a liar!
a big one!

lol, I'm sleepy now.
bye, k love.

I bite back the hot words I wanted to spit.

2009-02-05T05:16:00.000-08:00

我不是你想像总是扮演坚强

I seriously resent how a person can make me so annoyed. I don't care whether he had mastered taekwondo or whatever shit kungfu. It is irrevocably provoking when someone said "You not happy is it?" I was just blankly staring into the patches of grass outside, till he came gnawing at me, saying "why you stare stare stare?" I was, like, muddled when I have no intention of giving him the evil eye. I retort a few defensive statement, and he turned to the innocent person beside him for recognition or some sort of alliance? hell did I know about what he was thinking! I recalled clearly that he had a conflict with the other classes students, and how much I wished he was beaten up into pulps. I have this weird yearning for him to be lying in the hospital for maybe 2 years? The more I see him, the more I disliked his attitude. I really hope the same thing happens again, then I would pray consistently, hoping that he'll be severely dealt with. Thanks god if you'd fulfill my request.

GO FUCK YOURSELF, FAGGOT.

Elementary mathematics was very difficult!
F&N is so dull and tedious, with so many researches..
English sucks because we're doing summary, and I hate summary.

elective history is so high because everyone is teasing Mdm Kaur! She's like prompted us to keep out notes, but no one listens to her!
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Muthu curry on 16th!
k bye.

oh ya, science club sec one orientation on wednesday!

you asked, and I don't even know.

2009-02-02T10:01:00.001-08:00

I just came back from campus superstar live recording! Ridhwan did a great job, as well as my pretty Joselin who rock the whole stage!

went plaza singapura for lunch and also to celebrate Jephthah's birthday! Happy birthday to you.
I forgot to sent him a text, but I guessed my sincerity would have been sufficient!

had Xinwang HK cafe. Xinwang made a member card at Xinwang restaurant! (insides joke)

I want to buy The Host by Stephanie Meyer!
haha, bought a new little blue box! and Seri bought a pink one!
very cute!
pictures with Seri!

okay, I know I look horrible so, don't vomit.

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BARACK OBAMA LOOK-ALIKE!

95% similar leh.
lol it's 2.34am! I must sleep now.
I'll sleep in 2 mins time.
k bye.

我要快乐

2009-02-01T01:17:00.000-08:00

had a haircut at hairjournal, and it turned out quite alright. I can't wait to get out of secondary school life. There's like so much restrictions, and the inhibition of all these nonsense is seriously crap.
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I forgotten about something!
Weikai did something which is beneficial to the whole society (exaggerating), which he dares Liying to keep her mouth shut for only 1 minute. But Liying kept her mouth shut for almost 1 hour leh! Jan, Weikai, Shuyi and me were like saying that she's better when not talking if not it will ruin her image. Haha, seriously, power of silence.

lol.

I didn't hand in my task analysis ley, I'm so dead.
I hope nothing will happen to me.

ya, bye k.

take the wheel,and take it from my hands.

2009-01-30T06:21:00.000-08:00

elementary mathematics was tough. I'm on the brim of falling apart. It is a irrevocable fact that I won't be doing well for my mathematics. I just want to try my best, hoping I can at least get a decent score.

I was coughing badly throughout the whole day. All thanks to those new year goodies, especially my favourite pineapple tarts! Mrs Lim's prophecy came true, saying that I'll surely fall ill again due to those tempting stuffs. I brought my cinnamon rolls for recess today! I bought it yesterday at Starbucks with Shuyi and Liying. I don't know why I love cinnamon, but maybe it's partly because of Delis!

We actually wanted to go have meesua at PS, but Jephthah craves for Macdonald because he hasn't ate for a few months. Lol, went macdonald instead. My temper is quite bad today, because I shouted at Shahbaz because he was wasting my time during oral presentation. And at macdonald, I was so pissed by a heap of typical indian line up on the corridor, standing there like models, and practically doing nothing! I wanted to pass through but they were halting blindly there. Seri shouted, "excuse me, this one not your road ah!" Haha, I wanted to laugh sia.

I'm not indicating any gesture of racism but just a gentle remark to remind those who is a hindrance to anyone, not just me.

thanks, bye.
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MONDAY GOT HAIR CHECK!

I guessed it would break me down

2009-01-26T22:35:00.000-08:00

26th January 2009
woke up quite early to go temple first. Prayers at temple before going off to granny's house. After I bathe, and changed up, I realised my shorts are very short. Lol, met up with the rest and set off.

Tricia at the garden!

beautifully innocent Tricia niece!

snapped a few pictures of her because she's damn cute! After going granny's house, she's like sticking to me throughout! adorable, but she's fiercer than my nephew!

went granny's house, and I'm delighted to see ahma so happy! I actually called her the first one, to tell her 'Happy new year!' (in hokkien)! I'm really contented that she smiled so widely when she see everyone in her house. That's enough to brighten up my day, aren't it?

played mahjong at auntie's house till extremely late. Took cab home because my families are at home playing mahjong too.
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bye guys, I need to go granny's house again.
sayonara, byebye, 再见, au revoir, adios, tot ziens, selamat tinggal, arrivederci, ahn nyung hee ke se yo, la revedere, xin chào tam biet.

It's so easy to get lost inside

2009-01-24T06:02:00.000-08:00

argh, I regretted not having enough time for my shopping! Intensive revision programme for tuesday, thirsday and friday, which usually tires me out till I have no energy for other stuff other than sleeping. Went shopping yesterday and today, and they should have seen how picky I am.

I'm going back to far east and bugis tomorrow again. Because the size is too small! urgh, I'm getting that shirt tomorrow. I bought my topman canvas for $70, and my shorts from Fourskin. I had a short from messy, but I want to go back and exchange. And I'm going back to far east tomorrow!
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great song, great voice, great singer!
I'm falling in love for country music, I just don't know why.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kUtFEKhtB30

she has the most powerful vocals I've ever seen in my whole life!
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byebye everyone!
Happy chinese new year to everyone!

谢谢了. 伤我的人

2009-01-21T04:18:00.000-08:00

lessons was as usual today. It started with English, did some reports and for mother tongue lesson, it was so frigid and I can't stand it! I don't know what's wrong with the stupid weather, it was as if the global warming is metamorphose to become global freezing.

elementary mathematics was torturous!

elective history was plain chatting between Brenda, Gellene and me. We yak from moles, to torturing animals and our skin colour and tans! I didn't have much moles but we've found Gellene's secret! Brenda got a huge hideous secret about mole! She told us and we're damn amazed! I also told them my guilt towards goldfish, because (I think people close to me should know this already) one fine day, my mother was talking on the phone with her besties, then out of boredom, I took a chair and place it infront of the fishtank, then I stood on it. I was 5 or 6 that time, that's why I needed a chair. So I saw a huge bunch of joss sticks, then I took it up and stirred exuberantly, and forcefully! My mummy did not notice this horrible sight, thus all my daddy's favourites are now in heaven. I felt so guilty, and stupid too.

oh my god, Brenda fed her dog, her dinner! She's also partly guilty because of that.

we talked about tans! Gellene is the darkest, followed by Brenda then me. Hello, I'm from the Cullen family, the ugliest among all my brothers. Lol, I'm a vampire.

one funny thing, we didn't care about Mdm Kaur at all sia!
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plastic smiles are the most horrible thing I've seen from your face.

irksome attitude of yours

2009-01-17T04:24:00.000-08:00

DON'T BLAME OTHERS FOR YOUR MISFORTUNE
IT'S EXTREMELY AWFUL!
NASTY

I forgive but never forgets.

rotting at home since afternoon, because I woke up at late.
watched 3 episodes of blackie show, damn funny.
Especially the 抢救英痴 episode, super funny!
haha, and watched 康熙 too.

oh my god, new year shopping.
haven't ley, no time.

monday, watching movie!
ya, byebye.
I'm facebooking now.

I buy into those eyes, and into your lies

2009-01-15T23:18:00.000-08:00

school was pretty snappy, ended at around 12.30pm.

Mrs Lim did not come today, thus Mr Chan took over her lessons. I think the seperation is quite wise, because I can't help but lament that Mr Chan seem to be in a jiffy! I'm still used to Mrs Lim anyway.

Chemistry is plain boring. The chemical reaction for oxidising agent and reducing agent is so cool! Especially potassium manganate and potassium iodide!

English is alright. Mdm Kaur didn't come for social studies so Miss Tang came in.

I actually wanted to go for the combined UG hike, but thinking that it'll end at around 8pm, having perspiration and sticky all over, I wouldn't want to. That's why I don't like PE, haha!

I must finish my comprehension and journal! chinese also, because I'm being threatened.
bye, loves.

2009-01-15T02:17:00.000-08:00

everytime I see you, I want to talk to you. But when I realised I no longer know you anymore, I closed my eyes and turned around, quietly.

I didn't attend school today, as I'm having diarrhea in the morning. I slept while I'm on the toilet bowl, lying on the walls. I felt damn stupid but since I'm tired, I shouldn't go school too.

I'm now watching my taiwan shows now. Laughed so much, and now I'm having cramps.
byebye.

Sad but sometimes, it starts with goodbye

2009-01-14T02:05:00.000-08:00

I don't want to move on without you.

School's as usual, with students and teachers moving like bullet train.
It's a dime a dozen when it comes to Secondary four life.

Elective History is all greek. Cold war is really confusing with many new terms and many countries involved. I'm at wit's end, trying to find out whatever bananas she's saying. I struggled to stay awake for her lessons everytime.

Elementary maths was alright.
same for English.
Mother tongue is just plain newspaper article.

I still owe plenty of homeworks!
gee, I should find some time to finish them.

bye, loves.

searching for forever

I can't even breathe

2009-01-13T03:56:00.000-08:00

God's so unfair.

I'm feeling miserable and wretched. I yearned for plenty which doesn't exist in me. I blamed myself dreadfully.
I tried but no avail. Blame it on the fact that no one is perfect. I want to be flawless and indefectible. My natural nature is distressing me, and it's bothering me. I don't know how to deal with these trivial matters. Resenting myself, and falling apart soon..

Intensive revision programme starts this week till God knows which era. Pointless keeping students till late hours when all their energy are drained the whole day during lessons. Especially Chemistry, I don't know what language she's teaching but thankfully, Gellene helped me with alot of it!

I want to tell you that I love you

PHONY?

2009-01-12T07:00:00.000-08:00

fancy seeing the release of O's results, I couldn't grasp the trauma that they're suffering from. The agony doesn't seem to afflict me, at all. I wanted to be bothered but couldn't seem to be either. The contradicting feeling surge inside me, with cold and harsh uncertainty that I don't understand.

morever, who doesn't want to enjoy life before chinese new year? I haven't buy all my new year clothings yet, so I presume I'll get them as fast as possible. Haji lane with cliques soon, and I want a blaaaady new bag.

went out with Alson and Jephthah. Plaza Singapura, Orchard, and Alson bought his new, or should I say 90% new shoe that looking exactly like the one he had. I seriously think he should get over this craze because I think he'll feel cheated after buying that. Nothing catches my picky eyes in Singapore, but I sincerely think that I'm a meticulous person.

I haven't done my english and mathematics holiday assignments! and I'll tell you something, I'm not going to do it. Maybe I'll just do the comprehension, but no way for Maths because it's going to make Mrs Lim vomit blood to see weird, peculiar theories and workings coming out from the best mathematician in Singapore.
(which is me!) So ironic, but true. I wouldn't want someone to throw up infront of me.

yes, byebye. I want to sleep now.
good night, spirits and humans.

I need you.

2009-01-07T07:06:00.000-08:00

school was alright today.

I was pissed about the bookshop auntie this morning. She dawdled her way while setting up the shop, which is so ridiculous! That shows very much of an excellent service provided, aren't it?

lessons were quite alright, and my sitting partner changed to Gellene.
Secondary one orientation is coming, and I'm shagged thoroughly.
This Saturday sure is a busy day, and it's Sylvia's birthday!

I can't wait for shopping!

oh yes, and outing with camp mates and Sera.
:D

ya, whatever, byebye.

tragically.

2009-01-05T07:27:00.000-08:00

it was really propitious today, like whatever I do. My auspicious day, perhaps.

I hope I can cope with human geography, but I don't seem to be roused at all. I pray something will incite the interest in me. I fear that I might information overload when it approaches.

Mother Tongue was quite funny. There was this sentence like __________(something) 姗姗来迟, which means someone/something was late. I didn't know what it means so I asked Miss Chan, “谁是姗姗？” Then she said hysterically that 姗姗 is not a person but something it was meant to be put together with 来迟 that has a meaning of "be slow in coming/late". Seriously damn hilarious.

physics were quite alright. the whole class was split into 2 groups with Ms Tan teaching.

F&N lessons are always great! I doubt I'll continue with this sentence in a few weeks time. Courseworks are coming our way, and I can feel the stress only for this subject! peculiar, but true okay. The painter's damn funny. We thought of scaring him from the window then he will fall from the building and die, but we wouldn't want a painter to haunt Bendemeer. Lol, poor guy.

SERI IS A NYONYA, BECAUSE HER FATHER IS CHINESE AND MAMA'S MALAY! OH MY GOD, SERI IS A NYONYA! COOL LEH. OH MY GOD, SHE CAN COOK BABI PONTEH AND AYAM BUAH KELUAK FOR ME!

lol, seriously watch too much Little Nyonya.

I want Little Nyonya 2!

played mahjong at liying house. both round also winner, haiyo! my luck damn good.
haha, went home for little nyonya and dinner.
sis-in-law and second brother came!

okay uh, byebye. I want to sleep now.
damn shagged.

aren't we still like before.

2009-01-03T05:36:00.000-08:00

I stayed at home for the entire day watching Little Nyonya on youtube. Suppose to go shopping with Felicia but then we postponed it to tomorrow. Angie is coming after work, I think I'll meet Felicia first. I can't wait for shopping tomorrow!

I watched I♥ blackie show, and I was laughing hysterically to myself. 瑶瑶 is so funny especially when she's cued by 老大! I can't believe what I saw, 丫头 like to collect her earwax which is damn big!

I must learn to sleep earlier so that I can't adapt to the normal school days. I don't want to be late again! Screw the running programme.

Can anyone teach me how to do bank transfer? I ordered something from a blogshop but I don't know how to bank transfer!

I'm much obliged to scorch you

2009-01-01T23:59:00.000-08:00

first day of school is rather odd. There were acres of new order implemented, with the new discipline master, new HOD (NT), change of canteen vendors, so on and forth. I don't see the point in such variance but since the school wants it, nothing can change it though. I just think the colours' abit too hideous.

basically, we did barely nothing today. Just some simple admin stuffs to clear, addresses from vice-principal and discipline master regarding the new implementations and discipline in Bendemeer.

had lunch at prata shop outside, then went home. I'm waiting for Jephthah to plan some outing for friday night today. Whatever, I just feel like going out.

anyway, I was late for school this morning!
lol, didn't had to run because we were given chance.
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2008-11-06T22:22:00.000-08:00

hello, heartbreaker.